Lasting Impressions

Monday, July 13, 2009

I had the most amazing weekend, and then it's monday (all over again)
I wish my thoughts were less..carnal

11:12 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

"Take my condition. The things I am supposed to be embarrassed about now — not being able to walk, not being able to wipe my ass, waking up some mornings wanting to cry — there is nothing innately embarrassing about them. It's the same for women not being thin enough, or men not being rich enough. It's just what our culture would have you believe. Don't believe it." - Tuesdays with Morrie, Mitch Albom

I've been writing alot less about my life, mostly because im more inclined to expressing myself in words when everything goes wrong. Bad hair days, unfortunate occasions such as bumping into the wrong people at the wrong place at the wrong time. Days whereby i wake up in the morning feeling melancholic and apprehensive. Nights whereby i stare into space, wondering wandering, like an old man with Alzheimer's who has lost his way home. On days like these i slip into mild depression, and i ask God to please reconsider certain decisions He has made in my life (or at least turn the situation around to what i deem as ideal)

I refuse to keep a record of these things. I don't want to remember.

School's been okay, i think im just saying that because work has yet to pile up. We've been having alot of fun during breaks - taboo, uno stacko and monopoly! I chanced upon a mini collection of Nicholas Sparks novels in the school library, and im going to start re-reading all of those, starting with The Notebook :)

9:16 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Die already.

12:52 AM

Friday, July 03, 2009

Happiness is a warm gun

Mel and i went back to st nicks, fought our way past several authority figures, and sat in my sister's Amath class. You have no idea how bloody difficult it is to enter school right now. They are so afraid that we'll spread h1n1 to the kids! Also, they recently recruited a few unfriendly security guards, and a primary teacher came so close to hollering when he spotted us creeping into the school canteen. The canteen, for those who don't know, happens to be where random people congregate(!!) Sooner or later they'll start projecting criss-cross laser beams in mid-air, and we'll have to..

I'd like a Beatles t-shirt :)

8:34 PM

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Chloe's hairdressing tips

chloe says:
haha dont ever cut when it's wet!!
chloe says:
it's very cheat-your-feelings one!
chloe says:
the wetness makes your fringe look longer, then when you cut, you'll realise that you cut it too short!
"We all live in a yellow submarine" says:
hahaahah
"We all live in a yellow submarine" says:
SOUNDS LIKE YOU'VE TRIED IT BEFORE!!
"We all live in a yellow submarine" says:
ahahhah
chloe says:
YES!!
chloe says:
omg bad experience!

Im thinking of cutting my fringe short, my hair is getting way too long.

9:55 PM

Monday, June 29, 2009

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leaves you empty handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

7:38 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I dont actually like the feeling of missing somebody.
Dearest God, please tell me what to do about everything.

9:30 PM