the last piece simply reminds me of uh mary had a little lamb? i dont know.
and it turns out that internal's in 6 days
six bloody days to get it right. plus scales. (hate scales yes i do)
and i thought two days to study for a few chapters of geog is difficult.
now its like me versus the mission impossible guy. note: lousy me, still studying acids, bases and oxides.
oh fuck.
i think i'd just cry and plead the examiner. i can buy her the nice mochi ice-cream downstairs. or something.
: /
♥ 10:22 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
sew this up with threads of reason and regret
and i thought today's gonna be bad, really.
indian cultural appreciation in the morn. really really :D :D
i was annoyed and expecting a bloody long talk by this no-life person while all of us down there are secretly longing to run for orangebowl
but no.
we had this (!?!?) thing which was weifjwefoiwfeoi-ingly fun the thing is that we're given loads of flour and we're supposed to get somethin artistic out
but we ended up pretending to mourn the death of yienchen (grinning away with lousy pieces of newspaper around) and sprinkling flour around singing muneru valiba.
what insanity.
pretty pretty?
then dishing out of PPR came sooner than we imagined
and there was spoon moaning, acting sucidal and all (not to mention telling everyone that shes gonna get F9 till everyone felt like throwing their ice popsicles at her)
then we got it back and started squealing. like catalysts got the same average?
same average?
same?
same?
SAME?
i dont know. heh. :D i expected myself to be way apart.
choir afterwards was slack fun, and APPRARENTLY, i found this!!
exciting, exciting.
in the end, though how tempting the holidays may seem,
i know i'd miss 2W, so more than i can imagine
♥ 7:06 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 today was fucked up.
♥ 8:44 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
While all the others had me thinking we could be more than just amazng
'cause how tiring choralfest may seem, (i fell asleep lets just say twice. or something :/) im usually jubilated on the ride home, really.
i especially adore secretly singing along with the tenors and pretend nothing's happening.
and of course, happy birthday to my brilliant daddy who got out of the cinema after a (extremely)long discussion going
'actually, i dont understand what they were talking about'
<3
♥ 8:07 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
i dont want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul
lovely day i guess :D
started right off to little india, right back where miscible started from. and herre it goes
(should remember this, all of you <3)
but other than that, hell no. its time for you to realise that
im a bona-fide IDONTLIKECULTURALEXPERIENCES kinda person, shallow you'd say
(but who are you trying to kid? :D)
left for choral fest in a hurry didnt even get our indian meal apparently we didnt like the queue very much and we were running outta time (or so says myra, till we reached AN HOUR EARLY)
SO SETTLED DOWN AT ANOTHER INDIAN RESTAURANT NEAR CCAB INSTEAD.
:D :D :D
and they got their awesome huge milo dinosaur
and t'was then i lived for those (..and korean cuisines!)
choral fest afterwards was unexpectedly fab hur (:
♥ 6:52 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006 there you go, dear geog teachers.
Some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now,
thought i'd be back for a while, havent exactly been saying anything. just basically summing up the week, posting insignificant stuff and all.
but hi, theres nothing to say. cause keeping quiet seems to be a much better way to go, keeps you from breaking down repeatedly, screwing up your life and influencing everyone around you
hey heres to another lousy post. next month's gonna be better, i promise.
♥ 8:16 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
But everytime i close my eyes you're still inside my heart.
i have no life.
i've been constantly online, pondering over my ramp proposal and doing stuff to distract myself.
yes, no life at all.
GAHHHHHHHHH : /
and i meeessss you hur ):
♥ 10:03 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
you say it best, when you say nothing at all
:D
have been rather dao and ): all through the week but am okay
<3 to miss serrrmeen missotherteo, random seniors/juniors, and everybody else who saw me crying but hushed up and all because i asked so!
oh yeah and maybe misslousyspoon's
[nooooooooo, you're being sad again -whines]
attempted to be happy today worked alright, alright.'
labwork in the morning with ILYNA HUR.! apparently tasting acids and alkalis were so not our thing, so we ended up curiously pouring random chemicals into the petridish! ohh well done? xD
PE was hot claudice was proclaiming loudly that shes attached to MY derrek (how to spell?)
HUR! you only drank from him once!
(to: derrek happens to be a uh.watercooler xD)
then i bought hot disney princess stickers during recess ((: two dollars. (TWO DOLLARS ONLY MISS SPOON!.) and started pasting them around and all
and apparently CHOIR! was fun today <3
'I DONT WANT THIS ONE! I DDDONNNT WAAAANT ehh wait, this is snowwhite right okay i want' xD hhahahah.
and i think alot people are damn cute (:
♥ 8:35 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
you'd never get a cooler pachelbel, no.
♥ 6:03 PM
but i believe in you so much, i could die from the words that you say.
im supposed to attempt on long (and boring posts) because everybody thinks my posts are short.
@#$&!@#$%^&*
okay today.
lisa woke me up. i bathed and changed and went to school. then i went down. then i took the sch bus. then i reached school. then i went into the classroom. then i met marietta then we we went for the assembly then i took the bloody hella history test. and pretty much lost myself in source-based. then i forgot. then i had science. then i got some nice chem notes from yuling. then i had recess. i ate bluebowl. it was quite weird. then i had lit. then i wanted to cry. then i had geog. then i stopped crying. then i had PW. then i realised that i didnt fail math. then i went for lunch. then i bought fifty cents wedges and two packets of hello panda. then i had math remedial. then spoon kept stealing my hello panda. then we signed petitions. then walked outta sch. then i waited for 265. then i alighted. then i took 853. then i slept. then i reached my bus stop. then i alighted. then i ran home. this boy thought i was racing against him. then he ran too. then he won. wtf. then i got home. then i drank yakult. then i drank cranberry juice. then im here typing my very very very very very very very long post.
: /
♥ 4:58 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006 'Control your life, dont let your life control you.'
oh right, teach me how.
♥ 9:07 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
<What I knew I had to do 'Cause I'm so in love with you
life's been doing me good, thanks
i'd live for ben and jerry's, laughing fits, maoam cherry stripes, long bus rides at dawn, double-deckered 133s, pretty plasters, amusing tribal chants at albeniz, unexpected rainbows, early releases;
..anytime
all these aint supposed to end, so dont :D
and also <3 to xuans for spending the night enduring my lousy algebra and failing triogonometry
AND WHERES MY WHITE JACKET.
♥ 3:55 PM
"It's ok if it's not a white christmas, we can sleigh ride on the sand - We'll bundle up in sweatshirts and sweaters just don't you let go of my hand"
Eliza Teo Zhi Ying
16,
CHIJ St Nicholas Girls'
St Andrew's Junior College