I think i need a sunrise,
i'm tired of the sunset,








thats why i say, i love fridays.

the night will go on

Its funny how i know the answers to everything,
all that i could never bring myself to ask you.
Call me cowardy but i guess its all these i'd never wanna admit.

of pictures in my head of you when I'm away

im your worst when it comes to photoshop hahah.


yesterday was okay, spent alot time with myself.
thinking things through alone, i think im getting better.


thanks xuan for just..being with me for the past few nights,
for listening to me ramble (on and on)

thanks lou for the text and everything,
'long story so you should start now!'

and of course delaney for her
'gradient gradient opacity!' (:
i dont think i deserved that fourteen.

i think i need to spend more time with the people i've been drifting away from,
its a scary lot i've been missing out these months.
i guess its nights like these, i wonder if you're worth it.
if you're worth me giving up so much, when you dont even know.

i think i need to just.. let you go.


till then say MIZUNO,
where to go this december?

so im tired, whats new.

i've bottling myself up,
pretending its okay,
breaking down when it gets too bad,
and doing it all over again.


im sorry but dont think i can take this routine anymore,
killing myself from inside out, all.
to those who know what im talking about, yeah.


sec4 farewell'06 was..
definitely one night to remember.
Another goodbye, goodbye and well..
i guess we all grow up, whether we like it or not.


pictures and everyth tmr,

And to jean, dont stress yourself out!
Or else both of us will turn into emokids and thats like, bad ahhah.


you know everything gets better when i play qingtian,
and i'd seem to be able to feel your presence.

and i know that you hope
for longer goodbyes

(edited, 11:05)

it should be illegal for groups to have barbeque parties
when people up here are trying to study bloody vacuum flasks and lattice patterns.

So long, you've been the sweetest.
I'll definitely miss those nights we stayed up till two,

goodbye, goodbye.

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
you know theres this scales

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
i dont know how to play at all!

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
at all!

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
so i just made up this thing

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
that sounded really funny

& its everywhere i go its everything i see says:
im surprised she didnt throw things at me

\ in the words of reverse psychology says:
are creative in creating your own music!

\ in the words of reverse psychology says:
so thats uh, pretty commendable xD

:D!

There's a piece of you thats here with me
it's everywhere i go it's everything i see
when i sleep i dream and it gets me by
i can make believe that your here tonight

i love people who says things like these:


& just like in crimson and clover says:
HOW!
& just like in crimson and clover says:
):
& just like in crimson and clover says:
zhenmeban ):
The fashion trend now; says:
GOOOOOOD LUCK DARLING!
The fashion trend now; says:
you'll do well
The fashion trend now; says:
dont worry


Piano exam tmr its scaring the shit outta me : /
hey im getting a series of weirdest illusions.
MS ELIZA WHY ARE YOU AT PHUKET ):
Phuket is so lousy come back la.

to the people who like bothered, i love you thanks.

(*you know, i kinda enjoyed SNND'06, i guess enthusiasm helps.
Singing on the track and everything, i really dont know how many more times i'll get to do things like that already.)

I swear im never going near that bloody koi pond again.
bloody suntec and its bloody koi pond >:(!


day out, lovely





AND OF COURSE..!

my favourite (:


p.s cheerios wisdom, third for noticeboard thing,
gold esplanades rock hahah -stares at yuxi.

You know, i hate plastering plastic smiles all over my face.
It makes me feel like a complete ass,
especially how rapidly its becoming inevitable to me.

There are just times i feel like appearing offline,
switching off my phone, not talk to anybody, reject all calls.

And well, just cry alone.
That way i dont have to answer why, or what happened.


thats why i like going home.


Another one, when i should be waving plastic flags and
memorising the nation day theme song,

I might just be leaving singapore for well, good.
Not that i want to-really, but well yeah..

its still a fact that i've never washed my own clothes,
mopped the floor, wiped the window panes

Which really means: I cant take care of myself.


thats when happiness aint just a bloody smile away.

i blog too much, not my fault : /

i dont know whats happening
but i've been so preoccupied with myself,
my stupid problems and thoughts of you.

The evening was a delight
aannd..im back from daryl's :D

sweet times, as usual.
so yeah, the barbeque over talkathons.
(i dont like crayfish : /)
i drank. perhaps too much.
got my body all red and tad too high.
i reckon i was around like some weird apple ahah.
& should really start learning mahjong and hokkien (:

guess its only times like these
that i'd remind myself what im made of,
what's worth crying over,..what's not.

and NO im not sucidal, but thanks anyway.

my heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewellery.

what is the world coming to!?
WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?!

Kids are slogging their precious weekends away
cutting articles out of jumbled up newspapers.


...!

what am i doing what am i doing?
it feels like i dont even know myself now.

There are just times like these when you'd..

find a few, probably the most unlikely ones
or those you aren't exactly familiar with?
the first ones to find you crying, ask why, say dont cry, ban you from crying, drag you to lunch, pull away your mp3..

or in just about every way attempt to cheer you up,
the way you've probably never done to them.


Im thankful for awkward surprises like these,
that make me see so much more.

: Project Dont Go Online And Study!