But when i think about it
Im so in love with her;
Every other time



www.yahoo.com

says it all, doesn't it?


excellent halloween night,



(aww this is the scariest we'd ever get)



frromm teamzhingjean<3




we present our verrry own,

...




screaming/running around the school,
damn its scary when it all gets dark.

>:D?


well just when all was getting up,
surprise visit from missRAH!


HELLO, MY EVEEL WITCHH.

hell, i missed her.


thankyou for your gummy bears & pretty lollipops.
haha its not like im the one trick or treat-ing but <3 'nyway.
couldnt join you because i just wasnt ready for 'nything like that,
sorry sorry to have ruined it all.

no, there's really no such thing as high school uniform theme
or whatever funny theme you made up >;(





well no fretting over what to wear this halloween;
but in a way, it's been special with my favourite people.
i guess thats just all i ever wanted, <3



...

bottle tree village this sunday,
exciting excitng!
we'd we'd be Yul&ChaeGyung vr. 'pore :D


i'm a happy happy girl tonight :D

MTR-ed down sunny bay and everything





goodness!










parents! (..&their disgusting matching caps)




no prizes for guessing who?






aurora!



belle!



cinderella!






!!!!!!!!!

the rides were average.
nothing that blows your mind, really.

got there damn early, thus not much of queuing.
but i believe the wait times can get up to frightening hours.

oh oh i remember the winnie the pooh adventures-something from fantasyland.

like i was just in the rotating pots of honey feeling happy and all.

this stupid tigger suddenly popped out




i bloody screamed.


other than that, the rest were okay.




just rides with plastic figures slowly popping out. rather lame actually. haha i mean, which crocodile slowly surfaces the water and opens it's mouth wide &just there, long enough for you to count its teeth.


i kinda loved the Fantasyland's PhilharMagic though.







mum around.



i likee (:





and of course, there's the famous disney parade.



i've never really been fond of things like these.
so, not much to it from me.

well except that the sun was so bloody hot. it just wasn't worth it to stand in the crowd watching the disney performers jump around. just them singing funny songs in dialects (again!) makes everything feel so ..wrong?





maybe im just biased.


anyway, stuff from disneyland is overpriced. needless to say! but i get just about too excited over all that. on top of my own purchases, i got my favourite sister there two or three days later than me to buy more. something tells me she's coming back with an extra luggage hahah.




the piglet ears are so fucking cute.!


left disneyland late afternoon.
its a pity i won't be spending my halloween there.
their halloween stuff looked awesome.









I. LOVE. DISNEYLAND.

:D

till tokyo this december?


...

evening, caught a ferry over to Macau.



i was most unwilling to leave hong kong.

favourite portuguese cuisine for dinner
and around, i get why daddy booked an amazing suite.

its for me.


the thing about this place is,



every direction,



every corner,



every turn,

you see a bloody casino!

easier to find casinos than shops lorh.


they have our famous Sands and Wynn;
right down to the casino level three of your hotel.

i've been to sin city, but still!
its really scary how all that lights up at night.

or in a way, spendid.




breakfast? (:

dad around.

i love the european-themed buildings







more than 'nything else.




st paul's ruins.






singapore?

morning from kowloon! <3

it's been long.
so far hongkong's doing me awesome

shopping is ah-mazing,
their outlets over here are monstrous

haha &being here is like falling for the city lights all over again.

more when i get to macau.
i cant load stuff properly without a damn mouse.

for now, disneyland? :D

...

aww, man
<3>

having so much to say while watching you walk away





my grandmother makes me laugh too much.

shit my sister is coming.

she likes to complain that i always leave the presario with not enough battery power (for her!) and she keeps making me charge, damn! i think she has a fetish for charging laptops or something.

(okay i know you're reading, but nvmind)


i love spending plenty of time with myself, it makes me happy (that's why there are times i dao texts hahah) i can go on for hours just walking around alone, staring at reflective surfaces of adjacent escalators, picking out random cheap stuff to buy, exploring new malls. times like these i feel so much less insecure. it kinda releases me from certain anxieties, or things i dont wanna face. i find out more about people. i find out more about things around me. most of all, i find out more about myself. it could be just little things like how i look better with my cap tilted to one side. or it could just be things i missed, growing up. i love how these things surprise me.

i think im eccentric.

i won't wait till you tell me its over.
i think i've had enough.

yesterday was awfully STRANGE.


results,
well ohkay.
ohkay.
i dont care.
no wait,
i care.


but i refuse to cry over it.
i mean, whats the point?

stupid continents. stupid nature reserves.
and whatthefuck is hydrazine. or whatever it is.

no no, my email address doesnt say anything, cher >: (

oh well.


bugis afterwards for the (IDONTKNOWWHAT!)

claud and i persauded clarissa for three freaking hours.
(i was walking around the station with my handphone yelling
people around probably secretly think that im crazy)
and she still happily decided not to go !!
so just met claud at doby and went.

yishu&spoon for sakae.
then went for it together with qiaowei and..dorothy?

cant say i enjoyed it much.
hahah maybe im too boring a person.



so we just ..left?
bugis for ice-cream (:
'fore meeting my very thirsty sister
(who finished my drink!)
and bought me hello panda.


it was a long ride home.

p.s clarissa! actually, im kinda glad you didnt go.
that place wasnt exactly lovely, ahha. you were damn right.
and and, your messages were hilarious :D/!

firryyst theengs firryyst,

happy SEVENTEENTH my favourite sister>!




well not every sister is this amazing (:



these few days' been a whirl,

(blogger keeps deleting this chunk and i have no fucking idea why & im not typing anymore waste my time)

of course, i've also been ALITTLE too busy with this these days:




okay maybe alittle's an understatement.
like, i was watching it and eating instant noodles at 3 in the morning.
done with it? you bet. I KNOW IM SLOW LA , STUPID YOU >: (


a little something,
vivo city is definitely a must-go.
there with xuans, louis and well..alfred(?) today/
yeah its not fully done up yet,
but loads of boutiques are there already,

and the rooftop is amazing.



well rah told me to stop giving my heart to the worst people.
i didnt even know what to say.

yeah, well weren't we all once

tv: ba ta hong chu qu!!
zhing: ?!!?!?


well, okay

im so, so, so beyond happy that im over math paper.


though i couldnt finish the fucking paper
and, that graph for like, i dont know, six marks?

hah perhaps im immune to horrible math papers.
or that i hate math just about too much.
either way, yeah. i even got cheezels home to celebrate.


poor attitude? maybe.


well at least till i get back my screwed up papers.
so now its sparknotes over late afternoon shows.
5:30, WINXXXXXXX! :D :D

a little something from lou:

\ you're a regular decorated emergency says:
winx. sucks?

\ you're a regular decorated emergency says:
lousy little fairies thinking they're the best thing on earth

\ you're a regular decorated emergency says:
tricking little kids into watching them being stupid!

tad mean, >:(

& here's to you, autumn sakura (:
your note and stickers 's been the sweetest, thankyou.

(jelly bean stickers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

<3

haha days i have a STRANGE longing for cheesy omelette,
are days i miss having my sister back at home.

and, no one should insult my domestic skills damn.


on one, (again?)
history and english II was okay.
as in, i made up a few airfields. but thats fine.
fine, fine. i mean, have you heard of fort canning airfield?


off to meet my new friend, math, (oh, liar liar)

..&its like im falling for things like starting line all over again,

(on a special note, misciblet's on the newspapers, congrats dear. i've still got the original copy of revenge of the apple-faced monster with me. haha things like these, i'll always remember.)

i love studying at the pavillion,
it gets me away from the distractions at home,
not to mention the worst complications
gradually setting in nowadays.

if you know how insecure i am,
yeah 's enough said.


these few days were, well, yeah.
it feels like im losing everybody else,
and not doing anything about it.

or rather, not being able to do anything about it.
which kinda sucks even more, come to think of it.


i hate it when i helplessly hang on to '...'
because i actually have a fucking lot to say.
but in frail attempt to salvage things, i have to
and all that makes me feel like a total ass,
to be right honest.


haha, they say missing you'd eventually kill me.
i say, well i know that too.