1.) Okay sometimes. Or I guess, alot more than I should be
I miss the way things used to be.
2.) I cry too much.
3.) I like dashboard. Alot.
4.) I scare myself sometimes.
5.) I find zero interest in social studies.


Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me

6.) I love you.

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I love you
and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant

After debate finals was lunch with gets.
Impromptu but lovely all the same,


Long talks with our favourite oranglebowl to go with.
From eccentric tendencies of certain people
to fair-weather friends then of backstabbers and poor haircuts


Just about everything we could feast ourselves upon.

Laughed. Alot.
And our lunch pretty much turned into teabreak :)



"It's like, you know, likee___________?"
"Yah yah i have no idea how to explain it either
but i get what you mean!"

It went marvellous that way.



And im truly thankful that some things never change.

In the most literal sense,




Coloured with love from Bethany :)
Haha she's k1 and I think she spelt her name wrongly.

Despite being aweifwg and all (weofhwef and all!)
My chinese new year has been relatively okay i guess.


Visiting a crazy lot of relatives,
so much so that..
Y'know,


Dillian: Any idea how they are related to us?
Zhing: ..no

Yeah, no.

And everybody likes to play cards with me
'cause i keeping losing :/

I LOVE CHEM :)

Do i try too hard to make you smile?

When liver cancer spreads outside the liver, the cancer cells tend to spread to nearby lymph nodes and to the bones and lungs. When this happens, the new tumor has the same kind of abnormal cells as the primary tumor in the liver. For example, if liver cancer spreads to the lungs, the cancer cells in the lungs are actually liver cancer cells.

)':


I've been around the hospital for the past few nights. I don't think you're even aware of your illness, but do stay strong.


_________


Term's proving physically and emotionally exhuasting.
Fell ill for the second time this term.
Of losing my voice (OMGZX) running a 39 degrees fever and throwing up constantly,
making friends with Panadol and Kleenex
isn't exactly my idea of a fantastic chinese new year.


To see an umbrella in your dream, suggests that you are putting up a shield against your emotions and trying to avoid dealing with them. It is also symbolic of emotional security.

Sweeeetest. Ever.
14/2/07 sends love.

<3,

All the love i don't deserve from all my favourites and a few unexpected dears, thanks

A picture of all the lovely delights will however be missed this year 'cause im really (really)pissed with them.
YOU DONT KNOW HOW THEY BLOODY MADE THINGS DIFFICULT FOR ME. What's with spilling out/toppling over every like ten seconds, damn!


Jog in the morning with Traith/Fruth was hilarious.

And Math afterschool with Romeo and Teamjean was an ironical affair.
(in frail attempt to fall in love with math? heh you bet)


Other than that, the day was spent mostly with Romeo.
Relatively quiet day out but she does make me feel better about alot of things i guess.
Rah-Bry-ed abit before actually reaching home.
Yay hungrycarz days are happy days.

(Bryan PHUA hahaha lou)


Got so exhausted by the time i got home;
fell asleep right after dinner.
Two, hours, straight.
Omg zhing you genius you.

Happy Valentine's Day :)

I need to start healthy blogging before rah screams at me
She's just kaypo la harh.



Weekend consisted of Choral workshop at Nanyang, KTV, reunion dinner, bits of shopping here and there, piano i guess mostly just doing the VDAY presents and allll.

Wasn't that all bad i guess.
Not as hectic as i've expected.
By the poolside with xuans at night
makes things about sixty times better.


Cried on the way home this afternoon.
Don't ask me why.

I want to be a happier person. Hahaa.


I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I'll put it in a note yeah