Friday, March 23, 2007
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And you kissed me like you meant it.
I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it.
Its when my self-esteem is at it's lowest.
I start to make little or no sense.
I begin to convince myself that everybody hates me.
I start to realize that if we don't get GWH it would be my fault
because im at the front row and i cant do anything properly.
I write lyrics on empty cerealboxes.
I don't feel like being anywhere near crowds of people.
I feel guilty because everybody is concerned.
I fall asleep.
I wake up with the same dream that constantly haunts me.
I go for a swim.
I throw up in the middle of the pool.
I get home.
I don't quite feel like talking.
It starts raining.
I feel like crying.
♥ 7:17 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
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And magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine
Sweet like a chic-a-cherry cola
"If i could stop the world i'd make this last " says:
oh well OH WELL im not emo
"If i could stop the world i'd make this last " says:
(:
"If i could stop the world i'd make this last " says:
you must believe me
ethel The curtain falls, his reign will end. says:
HAHAHA sure. i believe you.
Ethel doesn't believe me!
I knew it man! Hahahah.
a² get well soon ):
Do watch NEW MACDONALDS FARM
and DORA THE EXPLORER
alot alot while you're at home.
6:45 yesterday was lovely as usual :D
Around the track + Usual toilet talks.
The sweetest end to my tuesdays and thursdays?
You bet.
Bryan told me ..something today. Quite carelessly broken apart and forced into five or six different conversations. Hell, i didn't know quite what to say.
I need to become a better person.
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go it's everything I see
When I sleep I dream and it gets me by
I can make-believe that you're here..tonight
♥ 8:19 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
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So hold me till the sky is clear
And whisper words of love
Right into my ear
Okay it turned out to be some sorta weird gathering
with TUTOR CHEW, ethel, renee, claire, eunice?
Gets, Trina, Genin dropping by..
To be honest i think i talked more than i did math.
But i did finish my homework okay!
(okay it wasn't alot but stillllllllllllllllllll)
Finished it with TUTOR CHEW doing sudoku an aisle away
helping me now and then :)
Recess felt like the good ol' days.
I dont want people to change.
I want things to be just the same.
Felt like throwing up alll day.
Mass, Pe, Recess.
What's new?
Im going to study real damn hard and not let anyone down :)
♥ 8:27 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
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It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For giving you a heart worth breaking
The week's been a absurd combination of different things.
Wednesday:
(After spending a considerable amount of time trying to attract her attention)
Text: "Michtang! Omg look left hahaah."
xuans: "I've heard from reliable sources my eyecandy's sister is at Bishan now. Do keep a lookout, possibly, be her friend!"
(CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC? >:D)
Thursday:
"Just take any bus there"
"Are you sure! If i don't get there i'll shoot you!"
"I know you want to miss me right!"
"..."
Friday:
heyy Romeo :)
Saturday:
Random domestic activities.
"She sucks"
"What an Amazing Discovery"
I've already booked Miss Chew for math tuition Monday :)
All i can say is, i think term 2 is gonna be a complete nightmare.
♥ 1:06 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
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Sunday. Ebisugawa Empress, Tokyo Plaza. 1pm.
"HI IM ZHING. Im..human. You must believe me!"With J till evening, i didnt mention.
You wouldnt believe how damn long we talked.
We just walked around some strange block down AMK
and talked and talked and talked.
Alot, alot ALOT.
She accompanied me till i got a cab.
A real treasure, that girl.
Have i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
yeah<3, "You're my destiny, Cohen" says:
omg is she craazy haha
Have i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
butHave i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
nvm
Have i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
anywayHave i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
she ___________
Have i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
i meanHave i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
sorry lah
Have i only noticed now, that that meteor star has never existed in the begining says:
but i _______________Hey Romeo,This saturday is gonna be exciting.
I can run real damn well in heels if nobody yells at me to hurry!
♥ 9:21 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
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Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this songHave you ever kinda, sorta, stepped outside yourself
and saw the other side of yourself and the others around you?
Well here's to camp and what it does to you.
I'll remember our macho vs the bimbo cheer,
the long, suffocating road that felt as though it'll never end, CRC, rockclimbing, zipline, archery yep.
Kayaking with xiaoyu was :D!?!?!
Hahha i think we were like the last to reach and all
because chenglaoshi kept doing funny things to us, distracting! >:/
The night hike was amazing.
763092, do you know i could still see
the same three stars that mean those three words
all the way over there? It was lovely. :)
The toilets are gross.
LIKE REALLY DAMN DAMN EWW EWWW EWWWWXZ GROSS.
And there's like no damn time to shower,
people keep banging on the cubicle doors.
Therefore the
'WE MUST FIGHT FOR TOILET!' with the special superman pose!
Apart from our visits to the A-huts,
(at night got cockroach one right!)
the dorms werent that all amazing either.
Omg why got funny stuff on the floor one haha.
And and the revenge serving of food.!
I dont like you i cough cough into your veg! >:D
Area cleaning on the last day was..
Jaslyn and i were carrying this garbage bag thingy
filled with i dont know, gross stuff like unwanted sardines or something, then we saw this old old man digging for food from the heap of trash. Like chicken bones and allllllll. OMG OMG ):
We got him biscuits.
'fterwards i asked jaslyn
"what if he's done with all the biscuits?
he would have to go back to picking trash doesnt he?"Okay so he's supposed to meet this flithy rich, starving tourist, and he's gonna spend all his money buying those biscuits from the old man. The old man is going to buy fishing rods and all and become the CEO of some huge fishing business.
Then he's gonna remember us for giving him the biscuits
and give us a million each or something!
But what if he doesnt meet any rich, starving tourist?
Im not that all sure ):
Texts and missed calls when i got home are the sweetest of all.
__________________
Today was darn good.
Day one early of the march holidays,
xuans and i almost got the house on fire, literally.
Let's just not think about whats gonna happen next.
Excessive doses of Hana Yori Dango
before rushing down at twelve fifteen.
CCA afterwards was :) was usual.
Ms lim wanted us all to split into different sections
and think about actions for jaakobin
before we're allowed to sit down.
Ten minutes later.Sabbles sits down happily
Zhing: ?!?!
Sabbles: Aiyah when they ask about the actions
just say our action is sitting down and standing up repeatedly.
Sabbles you're a miracle.
I caught a flu in camp.
I feel like a loser cos nobody else fell ill.
Plus now everybody thinks i look like a burnt lobster.
Very funny meh! >:/
I have alot to think about.
holding by her hand, looking into her eyes
i asked my love, to be my valentine.
♥ 7:32 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
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I'll be home soon if you miss me
Count down the days until my return
I'll be counting too
I always do
Little Red Riding Hood is a famous folktale about a young girl's encounter with a wolf. The story has changed much in its history, and been subject to numerous modern adaptations and readings.Met Rah afterschool today :D
Was an hour late cos everybody dont want to hand up zuowen haha.
She pasted like twenty post-its on me
when i told her to expect an F9 for my Amath PPR.
"WHY NI MEI YOU STUDY HUH HUH HUH HUH? >:("
Texted xuans once i got back my amath paper.
(Which was miserable, as expected)
In fact, i don't think i've seen a worst paper in my life :/
And.?
"it aint any better anywhere else along the education path.chem murdered me, both physically and emotionally"Hahha. She's at the pavillion studying right now.
Love actually when i get back from camp? :)
I think i need math tuition from shujie,
(shujie i am going to eaaaaaaaaaat up all your time :O!)
plus remedial lessons from ms rockey.
And i need to stop feeling exhausted in class
..or sleeping at 2am everyday in the first place.
Think a² will agree with this..totally.
ROMEO: OMG I FAILED 'VRYTHING EXCEPT FOR GEOG HULLO?Romeo we have to work reallllll damn hard together next term! ):
Camp tomorrow.
I can't pack. I CANNOT PACK. -SCREAMS.
Why is the stupid sleeping bag so fat damnit.
I have so many bags im going crazy.
I look like im moving out or something.
Bestest to those taking their piano exams tomorrow.
Or the day after. Or the next.
Astro-wonder, Jean, Michtang, Jiamei?
And i do hope the NTU concert goes really well
though i guess i won't get to be part of it, yeah.
;gets one look puts the rhythm in my head says:yay say am smart;gets one look puts the rhythm in my head says:
SAY >: (
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
sorry sorryMy hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
okay you smart!
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
hahahah<3, My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me says:
omg
<3 gets (:
We have our future all set.
ITE..Clementi? Hahah.
763092, thanks for the sweet chunk of text.
I'll pretend i didnt see that whole lot about me
falling off, drowning or dying.
The "I'll miss you" was good enough :)
Your 784533 will be home realll soon, promise!
oh, here it goes again,
♥ 9:26 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
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And after three long years,
i think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss zhing: im not being emo im just thinking!
lou: well im not staring at you either,
im also thinking..towards your direction!
a² you make my curved graph smile,
thankyou for being by my side.
And minn. I think i'll spend all my years in st nicks
crying all over your blouse and pinafore haha.
Strangest of ways, i feel comforted when im with you.
Half an hour after school with myra was great
the course of true love never did run smooth?"pon school tomorrow la!"
"say you have oesophagus spams!"
MUMMY IM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW
BECAUSE I HAVE OESOPHAGUS SPASMS.
well, honestly..?
Im glad you're happy now? (':
I do still believe our love can withstand it all.
♥ 10:29 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
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If I could be your first real heartache
I would do it over again.
RV workshop in the morning.
The flight of the red riding hood :/
Confused everybody by getting everything wrong.
I think im going crazy.
Talked to myra abit, felt better.
I dont know.
I just think RV has gross toilets haha.
Rained all afternoon. Everywhere i went, it rained.
Everytime i got out of a mall to get to another, it rained.
Dish misses spoon.
Though i guess ____________________.
I hope my sister is okay.
She's been studying every damn day for weeks.
I know she will get all her As, she really deserves it.
i am dora the explorer! : D says: don't cry
i am dora the explorer! : D says: be strong!
All the small things, true care truth brings.
I dont know how many of these i've recieved.
Probably enough to wallpaper my room.
I bought this my little pony cutlery set today.
Im not happy.
♥ 10:47 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
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This is where I say I've had enough
No one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
the sweetest end to my tuesdays and thursdays,
thank you :')
Maybe i've stopped hoping for things that won't ever come true. Given up, lost faith. But here's one quiet exception..just for today. I hope_______________.
That i'll pray with all my heart.
And im sorry for loving you that way.
(edit 21:31)
It was just the usuals, lunch and nobody mentioned anything. But when i got home, i found this:
And i wonder why im doing this.
Breaking the hearts of people who do care.
♥ 8:30 PM
