Monday, April 30, 2007
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What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I asked God for a miracle today.
He gave me two.
I know it hurts for you to be here
but i just wish you didnt have leave us.
I wish you didnt have to go.
I guess what will come, will come.
And we'll have to face it in the end.
)':
Maybe here's a lesson on death and dying.
Or like someone's telling me that
i ought to just hold on to the ones
who love me just as much as i love them
And i am going to hold on real tight.
I wonder if someday i'll be good with goodbyes
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
♥ 11:33 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
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Oh babe, I hate to go.Yesterday was Sports day
I think Red won or something, im not sure haha.
Sometimes i miss how it feels like to be enthusiastic about sports day and everything, but i guess i lost that kind of feeling. Just like how i lost everything else.
Pasta with Gets, Lijia and Claud was great
We just kinda sat around, bitched and made alot of noise.
Today was a battle..like no other.
Romeo and Juliet on iceMy Romeo can skate damn well, which is why i kept relying on her.
She only fell like once? And that one time she fell
was cause i was falling and she was trying to grab hold of me.
I think i fell like eleven times or something,
each time colder and wetter than the last ):
Saw Qiaowei and Feli. Quite exciting actually !
But they were happily waving to me outside
while i was inside struggling to balance on the ice rink.
And i swear i almost murdered those figure skaters.
I mean, look at all the ballet stuff they can do on ice ):
At the very, very end, when i could finally ice-skate.
(or rather, to just MOVE on ice without holding on to Romeo..or falling.)
They decided to chase us all off because they need to resurface the ice rink can you believe it >:(
It was quite fun in the end i guess.
I wish i wasn't thinking about you all day long.
Or like how xuans said a couple of days ago
"I think loving someone is a very happy thing"
I wonder why it hasn't been like that for me.
♥ 8:01 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
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So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you never let me go."CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School, Gold ..with Honours"Surrounded by all the people who've been fighting for this with you for eight long months, it felt incredibly amazing (:
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I dont think i slept more than four and a half hours every day for the past week. Paranoia, heartaches, nightmares.
Let's just not go into details.
Monday was <3
After CCA was Monday Math/Chem/Chinese tuitions as usual
(with or without day off okay!)
Claire did alot of jianbao (or was it just one?)
but i think i just kinda fell asleep
after copying down the notes for covalent bonding :/
Ordered an insane amount of potato chunks without really thinking.
Have i mentioned i dont like bloody potato wedges at all?
I gave almost all of mine to ethel (: (:
Monday with them just feels so much better.
Today was fine.
Recess with minn at the forum reminded me of last year.
(I think she is secretly psychic how come she knows so much !)
I found out about quite alot after recess which made me really upset ):
Then afterschool lunch and UNSW with Romeo, Jean, Sabbles was <3
Haha when I was using the calculator to calculate something,
Sabbles: QUICK QUICK, HURRY UP KEEP BEFORE THE TCHR COMES.
(attempts to cover up for me)
Me: ..huh but the paper says calculator and ruler allowed.
And we were wondering (out loud) if the question was asking for the widthspan of one wing of the butterfly or two. I fell asleep when the questions got complicating/boring/lacked interesting pictures and put As for everything because there wasnt enough time.
Met up with choir people to sign the board when we were done. Our level then stayed back for quite a while at the fam lounge and did alot of weird things like take strange videos about fuzzy bees and dogs and giraffes and kinghamsters and fishes.
Watched over (literally) abby's orange bowl and took many pictures of myra (Haha Romeo has like ten over pictures, got back-ups somemore)
I found this in my phone on the car ride home.
It made me smile.
(:
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
♥ 9:16 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
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If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
This was ..last december?
Sabbles seeeeem is <3
(she obviously loves me very much too
im all over her scores see see!)
Three more days to SYF.
Oh, my, god.
The week has been like no other, especially for all the PAs.
You know, I realise that the more hectic my life gets, the lesser the time or energy i have to actually care about alot of things. Which is just damn good.
Finally finished my stupid aluminum foil wings with much too much help from everybody else after school (basically everybody just gathered around and pasted it for me hurray)
Im such a dedicated member of the yellow house HA. HAAHHAA. HA.
I found out quite alot this week.
It's been a nightmare.
And of course,
to Bryan and my promised BUNG TENDENCIES with much lub
Cas·a·no·va
A man who is amorously and gallantly attentive to women.
A promiscuous man; a philanderer.
I love my Romeo,
and i know she'll always be there for me.
Always, always :)And all my fears have pushed you out
♥ 10:22 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
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You're my safest place to hidePeople whom you miss don't ever actually call you.
On the other hand, people whom you dont quite feel like talking to
call you every single day.
Haha life is so goddamnit unfair
Productive as usual. I was looking forward to it the whole day (okay my day consisted of a history test, 2.4, sectionals and a chinese test. one, after, another) Lunch at macs was good for a laugh. It feels good to have forced linear inequalities down and to know that i would be sleeping or crying or doing strange things if i were to be at home.
"You're supposed to pretend to study"
This is when everybody else left,
there was only ethel and i couldnt concentrate.
I waited one hour for daddy.
My daddy is very cool when it comes to punctuality.
More than words on the car ride home,
it feels as though i've had and lost it all.
I guess the day was pretty fucked up.
One of those you feel useless and unwanted.
2.4 was as exhausting as i thought it would be.
And im not going to study for history tests for like forever.
(okay maybe not but still! >:/)
I think i get angry over little things,
but i honestly thought i've done the best i could.
And then i realize,
Your eyecandy will always be your eyecandy.
Your love will always be your love.
There's no use trying to change certain things.
♥ 8:58 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
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Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me? Another week down.
Hectic unexplainables explain the lack of updates.
UNHEALTHY eyecandies keep me going. IES, HAHA yes.
(coughASTROWONDERcough)
Hurray for happy weekends.
When in doubt, go shopping.
Leave the work till.
Well, okay, now :/
♥ 2:43 PM
Monday, April 09, 2007
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You know i'll take your hand.
"I am
KahYan’s indonesian mistress ZhiYing’s sri lankan husband."
:D Ethel. Next week, promise!
I book all your mondays from now onwards :)
} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:you're gonna be the one with the weird voice now >: )
"I need you like the ocean needs the tide (: " says:!!!!! hahahah
} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:
oh no speech!
(five minutes later?)} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:
IM WRITING ON _______ FOR MY SPEECH HAHAHAHA
(then)} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:dont blog abt it!
} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:after everybody will know what im writing abt!
} Louisa i'll take my twist with a shout says:no surprise!
Lou is <3
I think i've heard enough from everybody else
to start a self-help guide or something.Honestly, whatever.
I don't want to hurt the people around me anymore.
Im not yours.
And I guess you were never mine to begin with.A+B+C=I.
I.L.Y.
♥ 9:44 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
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You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
Came across a little boy who got lost at taka.
When i asked him for his mommy's phone number,
he told me twenty three and a half.
I have alot of blisters now.
Syf rehearsals at VCH this morning.
Bloody courtshoes.
Happy birthday my tablemate.
Stop being such a bimbo! I love you many many :)
♥ 8:31 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
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Love of mine, someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
Meeting the debate people during lunch reminded me
the old chang kee/cheers/subway days at NUS..
all that, all that.
Go team stnicks!
♥ 8:57 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
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Last time i saw that look in your eyes..
(i miss you already)
Monday Math Tuition at AMK library today was :D
We talked/laughed so much the librarian came along and told us to shut up.
"Is this your own card? It is an offence to misuse someone else's card or to use unauthorised cards."
Haha ethel was like !!! 'cause she kept getting this it was so funny.
These days i just feel like sleeping when i get home.
I didn't even manage the trip over to Jean's last friday
'cause i wanted to (HAHA) go home and sleep :/
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say, it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
♥ 10:36 PM
