Monday, May 28, 2007
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Stand in the warmth of the sand
The day is long and here for us to take for granted
:D
The coming of this summer brings a darn good weekend/ :)
Sunday with the popsicles.
Fruit plus overdose? Definitely.
I think if we go there more than once a week
all of us will get diabetes or something haha.
The night was at the Esplanade watching Cantare.
There was this funny auntie who made me run in bloody heels all the way up to the concert hall. Sabbles and i werent even late shit her pls! >:( And she kept shining her stupid torchlight at everybody cause like no food and photography allowed or something.
Definitely felt like falling asleep once or twice through the concert
but it was quite good overall i guess.
Pretend to be interested! (:
And of course, Utada Hikaru's First love will be the death of me.
"You will always be inside my heart"
Aww man/ )':
Shopping with M and N today (:
We SECRETLY crawled into I, making sure that no one was following. Then we SECRETLY collected all our stuff, SECRETLY made way to the dining hall. SECRETLY ate swedish meatballs and chickenwings, waved dectors around to detect suspicious characters before SECRETLY making way to the cashier. SECRETLY paid money, SECRETLY wrapped all the glassware up and SECRETLY cabbed home :)
(EVERYTHING IS BLOGGED IN SECRET KAY)
Shopping with the treasurer is no joke.
You should have been there
"NO, TOO EX! EVERY CENT COUNTS OKAY"
"OKAY TAKE THAT ONE, TAKE THE CHEAPER ONE"
"IT WAS SEVENTY CENTS EACH LAST YEAR!"
I think she almost fainted when she saw this:
Wrapping the glassware was great fun.
We have such COUGH expert wrapping skills.
!!!
By evening today, i have sixty thousand blisters and strange cuts all over. My powers to hurt or harm myself without meaning to are almost..legendary.
Meanwhile, i've been avoiding the computer or rather, reading other people's blogs as far as possible. 've already sent in my volunteer application for CGH and soon enough probably SGH and TTSH. I dont understand why everybody else is reacting in such a ?? way.
And I wanted you to be, everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
Nothing is the same since you've gone
)':
To end it all not-quite-SECRETLY,
<3
♥ 8:40 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
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Summer, summer
When night belongs to lust and lovers
SUMMER BREAK IS THE ULTIMATE ! :)
PPR is back, im quite okay with it.
The results of our Monday Math Tuitions couldnt have been any clearer.
Amath A1 okay A1 :D (haha i sound like a geek of a show-off but that's okay)
Oh and I didnt know that im 'polite and responsible' !
Afterschool was (: in a way i wouldnt have expected it to be.
Stayed in class with yuling, weiting and kaya and we played music from my mp3 quite loudly in class. It felt good, like back then except this time its without qiaowei, ilyna and the few of the 2 wisdom people who used to stay back in class on tuesdays and thursdays for lunch.
Choir today just felt ..different. It feels weird for the sec3s to be in front taking charge and all, maybe its just me? Farewell is one step closer each day, well..kay. Despite my unwillingness to see the sec4s step down, i kinda look forward to the results the yellowbadges are capable of producing.
But i think im going to miss the sec4s quite alot ):
To cap it all off, I cannot believe the summer break is here already.
Theres the usual CCA, extra lessons then meeting up with the sec3s quite alot to discuss farewell stuff and all. With my popsicle people every sunday :D.. (Saw III, Jigsaw?) there's still plenty of time left to do volunteer work at the hospital and to meet up with everybody else, everybody else, everybody else.
Fever on monday.
I walked all the way out far, far away to watch sunrise alone.
I guess i wasn't really thinking or anything.
But i remember wishing you were there with me, till it hurts.
♥ 8:50 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
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Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
I can't remember much from yesterday.
The day wasn't that good i guess
i think i just ate alot of famous amos cookies,
watched full house and fell asleep.
Its been long since i've had so much time to myself
I kinda forgot how good these things can make me feel.
Orientation for the sec 1s went quite okay.
My group won the tug-of-war 3-0 kay.
STRONG E (:
Talked to Myra quite alot during the orientation,
We calculated the number of days i have to face __________.
My initial 8 months was reduced to like 1 month or something with Myra's Magical Calculations. It was great.
Oh yah ethel i tried watching gangster 15 it was terrible cause i dont understand dialects ):
I just realised i don't blog about the things i do everyday anymore. I dont know why. Maybe it's just, haha well why do you want to know what im doing if you don't know me well enough. Or that i refuse to acknowledge the fact that my life will never be the way it was.
To be honest, i don't wanna know.
Going out now.
I feel happier today.
Miracle (:
♥ 1:30 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
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Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of Every day
Chem lessons these days are a complete nightmare.
It's like watching a Bollywood movie in Hokkien.
WAH LAU EH HAHA.
♥ 9:37 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
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I've been sleeping with the lights on
so if i wake in the night
your picture is clearly in sight The end of Jubilate IV is a start of something new.
It seems like yesterday before Jubilate III
I think my life changed drastically since last June.
...
Last night was, in every way, beautiful.
Quite alot of people managed to find me in the end
(abigail and i hid in the toilet it was too embarrassing :/)
Flowers made me really happy :)
___________
This is actually quite important to me.
I remember one of the days of this week, it was raining really heavily even though the sun was shining down the same way it usually does. Minn and i waited. For the rainbow after the rain, I dont think anybody else remembered, but the one we were waiting for was the rainbow that appeared almost exactly one year ago,
It didnt appear. I almost wanted to cry.
Because i know exactly what that meant.
Before i go, congrats to Claire once again.
I dont care about what other people say about you because i watched you through the entire process. From practicing the speech to doubting your own abilities. You were good on stage and i, am proud of you :)
♥ 11:29 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
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When I was down, you came to me.
And promised you'd always be by my side,
Now you're goneThis morning when i woke up,
"MANUTD GOT THE TITLE!!!"Lou is the cutest i swear :)
(: (:Other than that, today was :/
Im falling sick ):
I don't like mondays.
School gets quite sickening sometimes ):
I hope my Astro-wonder is okay.
She just did something awfully awfully brave.
Something i wish i had the courage to do.
Im really proud of you, you hear?
Before i forget,
Daryl's off to NZ to watch Maori ceremonies already.
"Hey i'd like to go Finland, Spain, New Zealand, France.."
"But you're going New Zealand this Sunday!"
"Yeah if you're trying to make us jealous, its working"
Haha i remember this one :)
One year into another i..?
♥ 6:26 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
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You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound I don't like losing people.
I can't go on pretending everything's okay anymore
)':
Its just, quite painful to look at you
and know that im not the one you need.
Or to know that you've been my one and only all along.
As i go, i know.
You'll be just fine without me.
Though i wish i wasn't so sure about that.
♥ 4:04 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
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I dont like funerals.
Not quite, not really, not at all.
♥ 3:16 PM
