I love my tablepartners. Waiteng, Rachelteo, Karon.
They make me laugh so much all the time.

School's okay. I stay in class quite alot.
Afterschool usually means studying out or choir.
Got home today with a terrible headache
The week has been long and tiring.

Most of the test papers and PPR grades for term three are back this week. Brought my self-esteem to a new low, it did. I understood many more things as the week went by and remaining indifferent towards all *-related issues has proved itself the greatest challenge for me up till now. Something from someone new in my life was a surprise, but quite a comforting thought in many ways.

I dont think im going Hong Kong with my parents.
Everyone knows that September Break really means Study Period.


And to Sarah Elizabeth, thank you so much for coming all the way down to stnicks today. Even though it was just for a short while, I dont know what i would have done without you ):

When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray. Just remember the Lord will hear and the answer is on its way.


Im happy with the way i reacted towards certain things on wednesday, its probably time! to stop being affected by insignificant things like these. I prayed for a miracle that day, it didnt happen. But i've found my answer to certain things. It felt good :)

Choir on thursday was really bad. I went home with a splitting headache. Its hard to tell whether the choir was even trying or not. But i really (really really) dont see why the comm keeps having to take the blame for everything. Maybe thats just the way things are supposed to be. The moment i stepped out of chopin on thursday i decided to buy painkillers. I think the whole comm needs it. The music comm probably even needs two boxes.


Today we battled Forum, the shopping mall
Land of Becky Bloomwood & Luke Brandon(s)


And I, love that place.

Its really heart-warming, in a way i dont think anybody else would be able to understand. It has, i'd say, certain things that im looking for in my life. Maybe it's just me.

Much more importantly, the chances that i'll bump into someone from school there are almost, i dont know, negative haha. Honestly, i've had enough of facing people i dont want to see within school hours. Im not going to let them invade my life outside of school too.


I think my teachers would be happy to know that i've already packed my file, got a new bag and bought a few school supplies that i need (omg kiasu!) The EOYS are definitely around the corner, with the countdown and such. I need to start studying and stop my feelings from getting in the way.

Even though im still missing _____________.
Even though im still eager to know ________.
Even though i still feel that way about ______.

Alright. Let's just say: Welcome to the new era.
Less excuses, more work done.


I, i think im falling for you.

School's okay. I dont know.
I cant seem to pay attention most of the time.

Called up YMCA during recess. The person sounded really sweet but she wasnt much of a help, to be honest. She happily started explaining everything that i already know and i had to pretend i was totally ignorant about all the details and that i just picked her number randomly off the YellowPages or something. I guess i'll just have to mail her soon. I think it would be really nice to be a Y-volunteer. They are one of the few organizations that doesnt require their volunteers to be ten thousand years old or something.


Im not interested in the lastest irrational relationship that you are bound to get yourself into. Maybe, you should have realized, i've had enough. Thank goodness Tablepartner is coming back to school tomorrow. Classes were awful without her ):

Physics SPA tomorrow.
HAH, HA, HAAAA.

Sunday nights are depressing.

I listened to Heart of Worship and He never sleeps over and over again on the ride home. I feel happier now. The past few days has been restful, im thankful for that.

Sleepover with 3Faith was good.
Kite-flying at Marina bay was even better.
We missed the last of Ikea clearance sales aww
but being out with Rah and Bry made me smile.

I've been to Doby Ghaut every single day for the past few days. My sister insists that i accompany her there everyday to eat QQ-rice (okay seriously, all the way there for lunch) The product's pretty overrated if you ask me. Its not even THAT good.

On other news, we've been working on our night sky projection kit. The Northern Hemisphere kinda broke apart hahah but the Southern Hemisphere's still up. The room now has stars on the ceiling, its looks really pretty :)

Ms Eliza says that i play Für Elise without expression. She then explained the tragic love story between Beethoven and Therese to me, hoping that i'd play with more expression. I think she almost died when i went half-way through the chromatic part of the song, turned around and asked her if Beethoven got another girlfriend. Nope im not exactly much of a pianist, like i've mentioned before.

I dread School tomorrow but i look forward to Morning Mass.
Studying at AMK library tomorrow hopefully,
and Volunteer work resumes next friday!
I miss everybody from the Hospital.

Before i forget, Happy birthday Singapore. Im sure Europe, America; Anywhere else could be better, but i wont give you up for anything.

Friday AFTERschool was great. Basically we all just bathed in the pretty gym toilet at school, the one with spiders, monkeys and had quite alot of fun. I ran away with Myra's shoes and she hid mine. We then yelled at each other. Hahah yeah we can get even more childish.

Shopping with Yiying, Jiamei and Myra was good :)
Yiying's friend, Matthew joined in afterwards.


We managed to get to ACS(I) on time for Viva la Musica. The school is amazing. I think when people say ACS(I) is big they meant, monstrous. Met Romeo, Sabbles, Abby, Adela, Valerie and the others almost as soon as we got there. We all sat together (and made alot of noise) :D


Shujie and Jocelyn only joined for the second half of the performance because they got (really) lost. They kept calling half-way through the concert and i had to answer because if i dont they will probably never get there.

(whispers)"Oh my god its half-way through the concert already where are you"
"Buona Vista Vista mrt station!"

And then

(whispers)"The concert is ending already where are you!"
"Outside ACJC,"

Hahahahha.

Star-gazing after the first half of the performance was pretty good :) Wei-en replied me something like "Yeah didnt i tell you? There's a reason i didnt go. The last year i went i fell asleep"

He sounded so matter-of-fact it made me laugh.

Romeo and I sang girlfriend loudly on some kinda platform at ACS(I) after the concert when the school was nearly empty. We all got kinda high and i did the most embarrasing thing i've ever done in my life (it was a dare okay!) It was pretty late by the time i got home.

Saturday morning was okay. The awesome company pretty much made up for the depressing atmosphere of the entire place. I've got exciting new themes for my handphone yay. Thanks, daryl :)

The afternoon was kinda wasted away.
Hahah Romeo and I talked three hours on the phone.

"Still watching____?"
"Yeah my life story. Hopefully"

The night was spent at Dawn's birthday party. The food was good. Nobody talked much i guess, it was kinda awkward. I couldnt concentrate on alot of things. I dont like hearing lies about other people.


Piano today was okay.
Ms Eliza thinks i will pass.
I didnt know what to say.

I got my belle figurine from the capsule machine.
It is going to be a good week (I think)


I dont feel like going back to school.
I mean, i like 3Faith and everything
But i just dont particularly enjoy..
okay nevermind.
Maybe i just need to talk to lou, or something.


Eyecandy #57, thank you :)
You made me so much happier.