Wednesday, April 30, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
My leg is not healing.
It's not healing and there's nothing i can do about it (!!)
I've been searching online, and i think all that information is just making me feel worst about everything.
I don't have 'a week to three months or longer' to recover
Im going to run Napfa 2.4 this friday
Which is in less than two days' time, for goodness sake!
2 days.
48 hours.
2880 minutes.
Oh God.
)':
♥ 7:36 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
I read up more about the
Hippocratic Oath. I know many people dont really think much about it - but I say, woah.
Impressive.
Second day of our workshop, I enjoyed the series of personality tests. Yes i admit finding out more about myself and the people around me is actually pretty exciting. I don't mind studying people, it interests me haha.
Other than that, this whole motivating thing is actually making me feel quite sick. It's not that it isn't good, i believe we're benefiting from this. I just dont like to be reminded that 'it's May already how many more days to O' levels'. Haha my heart is weak enough as it is, i really dont need the details to trigger off a heart/panic attack. Yes im like a freaking ostrich with it's head buried in the sand, it just doesn't make sense. Ought to start drawing up a proper, realistic time table instead of following a ideal Wonderwoman 48-hours-a-day scheldue
then feeling awful when things dont get done.
The workshop also reminded me that, well, we're only 16
We can dream, we can pursue our dreams too.
I think that's something we tend to forget as we grow older.
♥ 11:22 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
I can't finish chapters 17-21 for Lit.
The courtroom scene is driving me crazy (!?)
HA HA HA>
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
♥ 11:48 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandonedOIQWOIkjbsdoqiwfbODLJbwoeiwdofvjnw
Yeah well a series of events this morning made me angry for all the wrong reasons.
):
Rah thinks i look like tweety bird when i study.
Im fairly sure she meant it in a nice way.
♥ 7:37 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
Here I am to worshipWe had a good time at Expo last evening
An evening of worship with Planetshakers + Tim Hughes :)
It was way past twelve by the time i got home because someone! remembered wrongly. So there we were, on the train going to and fro. People must have thought we were mad. Honestly, my idea of taking a trip down to the west is..certainly not this.
Audrey: I've never seen someone highlight her own notes before.
Haha yes, I highlight my own notes. Excessively.
Am i the only weird one?
*telephone
RING doorbell
RING engagement
RINGwedding
RING suffe
RING (?)
They mentioned this (jokingly) during service this evening.
Somehow, i didnt find it funny.
A series of unfortunate events on friday morning made me..
I hope growing older doesnt mean we become increasingly cynical and we lose our faith in God.
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's
In Your hands
I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Cause I'm running after YouThe weather is frightful.
P.S I dont think it matters that much whether or not i'll be there to watch you perform. You, you have my support.
For obvious reasons, sundays are
never productive. I'll try.
♥ 10:43 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
The hours that seem to endlessly devour
the time that I could be with you
Exhausting, repetitive routines set in, forming an accurate image of how sec four life is supposed to be like. Perhaps i have given this alittle more than i should have, now it feels like i've everything to lose.
*I really, hate, collecting money.
I
hate how people always get so sensitive where money is concerned. Perhaps i've been too spoilt/too lucky to realize the importance, thus failure on my part to empathize. Well at least 'being a loanshark is not my permanent job,' says Sabrina. Haha yes i think i'll go crazy if i were to be permanently attached to the accounts book.
God's grace and mercy kept me going for the week.
Im thankful for everything.
♥ 11:36 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
Sometimes I feel like
things are getting worse in time
I cant sleep.
♥ 2:15 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
<data:blog.pageTitle/>
Every action in this world will bear a consequenceToday i gave the Devil a foothold over my weakness.
Today i fought and lost the battle against myself.
Was unable to think straight for the entire day. Came home, read Psalms and cried. I've never felt so ashamed, disgusted and disappointed in myself before. I hope others who might know about it dont feel the same way towards me.
This is the worst kind of feeling im ever gonna get from anything.
)':
♥ 6:19 PM
